Ahnyway.

Alright. Dah lama tak post entry baru.

Buat masa ni takde minat nak menulis. I don't know why maybe because I'm too busy with life cehwah tipu sangat. Tapi tu lah I have so many things to do. Entry I selalunye berbaur perasaan tak tentu arah. Macam gaduh dengan Sepul, bila banyak kerja, bila nak exam and yadayadayada. So sekarang ni takde perasaan jadi tiada post lah!

Tapi I have so many things in my wish list but I will only reveal once I dah dapat benda tu.

Oh, anyway, Adeeb admitted kat ward due to high fever. InsyaAllah esok boleh discharge. So sekarang ni I menulis sebab risaukan dia lah. :D Get well soon anje Ashu.

Updates, nothing. Sekarang tengah attachment dekat firm lama, Messrs. Irzuan. Nothing much kot. Doing the same thing macam mana I buat masa kerja dulu so nothing much lah. Menyesal pulak last sem masa kerja tak isi borang untuk attachment siap siap. Kalau tak, sekarang tak payah kena kerja. Da la cuti sikit. :(

Okay lah that's all for now!

Happy Engagement Haniza!

Goodbye 2nd year.

Finally, I am done with finals! Happy nye! Next sem dah masuk 3rd year lepastu habis 3rd year masuk LLb lepastu chambering lepastu zzzzzz malasnye nak fikir pasal future. Hahah.

Whatever it is, everyone have their own plan and so do I.

Tapi tapi tapi nak mengharungi 3rd year dengan LLb tu perlu reset balik kot otak dengan perangai. Elok elok sem 3 perangai dah elok sikit, tiba tiba sem 4 perangai lama datang balik, malas, selalu sangat mental breakdown. Tapi mungkin jugak sebab sem 4 memang layak ada perasaan macam tu.

But anyway, semoga cuti yang tak seberapa ni dapat dimanfaatkan sebaiknya. Amin..

Tiba tiba teringat Mama pernah cakap ni "Some people are just lucky, and always tell ourselves that we are not always lucky. So, avoid anything that can gives you trouble and work harder to achieve something"

:)

Well, here comes the final fever.

Sem ni paling banyak demam, antibody paling lemah. The worst part was bila jawab test, batuk dan pening. Blergh, rasa macam nak keluarkan tekak kejap, letak dekat tepi lepastu dah habis jawab ambil balik tekak.

Classes are over. Sem4 dah habis. Final is waiting, attachment is coming and woottt hello 3rd year! Cepatnye masa berlalu. Rasa macam baru semalam datang Shah Alam. Sebab, duduk lah 10tahun kat Shah Alam ni, jalan pun aku tak hafal. :D Ah 3rd year means my final year for BLS and LLB is waiting! Lepastu chambie lepastu kerja and yeay kahwin! :D Haha.

Well anyway, someone called me just now and she's getting engaged. Congrats!

Talking about the future, well yes frankly speaking memang me and Syaiful did planned our future tapi semua tu kan kerja Allah. Kita merancang, Dia yang menentukan. Kalau cakap bab merisik bertunang nikah ni memang senang, tapiii it comes together with responsibilities. Kalau tak, takde la Kak Aten tak kawen sampai sekarang hehehe. Agaknya kalau aku bagitahu Mama dengan Abah aku nak bertunang atau kahwin bergegar satu rumah agaknya. Haha. Anak bongsu kan, dah tu aku sorang je lah pulak yang sentiasa available untuk teman Mama and Abah bila ada apa apa.

Besides, aku yakin tak pernah terlintas dalam kepala Mama dengan Abah yang I will engage or get married to someone at this age. Mustahil. Because whenever it comes to the discussion about cousins getting married this and that, yada and yadi, Mama and Abah will try their best not to mention about my marriage. Macam "adik nanti kahwin kena buat macam ni" or "nanti adik kahwin kite buat kat sini". No, never. Kalau dah nak terlepas cakap macam tu pun diorang akan cover balik. Seriously.

And with that, I dengan Syaiful dah decide, when the right time comes, InsyaAllah. But not too soon. Mungkin bila dua dua dah kerja, then that is the right time to think about it. For now, we have so many things to do. BLS is not an easy course, seriously and because of that we decided not to jumble up between our study and the long term future things.

Anyhoo, congrats for your engagement. :) No heart feelings, no grudges, nothing. We hope everything goes well on your big day.

Guilty.

Ah rasa bersalah aku tertekan blog. Sepatutnya aku tengah baca kes 38 pages sekarang. Ni semua mooting punya pasal, semua orang stress, semua orang hilang tumpuan. Semua pasal mooting. Tutor punya kerja pun tolak tepi dulu. Lepas habis mooting ni aku concentrate lah balik, qada' semua yang tertinggal gara gara mooting ni.

The question is, cukup ke masa? Tinggal lagi 3 minggu uols sebelum study week. 23rd december pergi Singapore! Final start on 5th January kan kan? Please tell me yes. Harap harap jadual yang lecturer media kasi tu betul.

Despite of my hectic schedule, I'm glad that you were here for a week to help me to go through this. Sorry banyak susah kan you. Nanti dah habis final kita jimba kay. Thank you so much for everything. Kalau you takde I tak tau lah macam mana nak survive. I am not saying that I'm wholly depending on you ke apa, but having you by my side makes me happy, life is easier hehe. :) I love you, sayang.

This took only 2 minutes of my time! Boleh sambung baca case sekarang!

Happy birthday Mama!

Happy 52nd Birthday Motherrrrrrr!!! I love youu! May God bless you. Ika janji bila Ika dah kerja Ika belikan rumah yang Mama nak tu. Kalau tak dapat rumah tu pun, Ika belikan yang sama macam tu. Ika janji tauuuu! You are the best mother in the world. Though you're 'old' but you have your own dream at this age that you know you can do it on your own. You are my inspiration, you are my idol. You are my everything mum. :) I love you.

Life is hectic, as usual. As usual okay. Note that! Memang dah sampai part 4 ni dah takde dah istilah rehat bagai. Semua kena laju dan pantas! Kalau tak, ketinggalan lah kau. No matter how busy you are with other commitments, study and family is priority. Never put these two behind everything.

Oh and boyfriend, of course he come along with study and family. He's in between because he will always be the one that will support me in everything I do. I know he is sometimes disagree with things I did, but at the end of the day, despite of all arguements, carutan dan jeritan. he will always tell me "I just want the best for you". Thank you so much for that. And last night's conversation has actually open my mind that dah lama kita tak ada conversation macam tu. And now I know you better. May God bless you in yr future undertakings and InsyaAllah everything will be fine. No matter how long I have to wait for you to complete your studies, I will always be there, beside you.

<3