One thing about me is that I always write and post new entry in the train. I mean there will be time where I'm lazy to drive, to save some money on petrol and toll, not in the mood to face the traffic, hence train is the best option! After all its not that bad pun naik train in the morning to Shah Alam and come back to Ampang in the evening. Before this Syaiful been trying so hard to teach me how to use public transport and I'm so ignorant at that time. Because well I have that thought of "heyyy I have a car lah!" Dude! Life is better without a car because you will learn how to be independent! Ehem and now I know how to useublic transport yeayyyyy for me!
Alright, enough of that!
Its been 107days since my beloved brother passed away and we still feel the emptiness in the house. For god's sake he will be with us for even once a week but now its been 3months plus! And now that final exam is just around the corner, that makes me miss him even more. Usually he will be there during final exam because my finals will always be during school midterm break or during long end year holiday. So this is it, where the school is in long holiday he will come back and spend his time with us. He will be the one accompany me, sometimes, till morning to do some reading or catch up on notes. He will watch tv lah, eating in the middle of the night lah. So I'm so used at it. But now he's not here anymore. I feel the lost. I still can't imagine how I'm going to study till morning without anyone offering me any food.
But I know Allah will always be there for me to help me to go through this. What I have to do is to keep praying and redha with everything he tested me. InshaAllah..
And hey last week was our pre-grad dinner and academic excellence award. Yeah, having this opportunity here, I would like to say thank you to my Mama, Abah, Kakak, Abang Fakhrul, Syaiful and friends. I won't be receiving those 2 awards if it not because of the contributions and supports from each and everyone of you. It was unexpected that I'll get that but, Alhamdulillah. That has actually gives myself an inspiration to continue my LLb Hons, InshaAllah.
Few more days to finals. Wish me luck everyone! ;)